It's "food" for thought! What my red bracelet represents can be described as a self-nurturing attachment. It has a deeper meaning (maybe an addiction). One that I still crave. I have Ana nostalgia overload. Some days I am just not strong enough to do it and that makes me want to walk in front of a bus (not really). The days I am "Ana" - I can control the world. You won't understand and that is fine. This is for me. Read it if you want.